a not so comfortable comfort zone

I have been trying to get out of my comfort zone for quite sometime. I know I did only to realize that it's a different comfort zone.

People say you have to get out of your comfort zone for us to grow. But what happens if you get stuck in it and can't or should I say, won't move?

I moved out of my old work 5 months ago and by that time I was convinced that I was growing, that I am going to experience the world outside the building behind the beautiful building, but no! I realized that I still find myself comfortably sitting in my comfort zone. This is because I didn't see that I have 2. I may have moved out of first but I feel that I'm going to get stucked in the second.

I am not an independent person. I have lived my whole life with my parents and in my parent's house. I have followed each and every rule they impost. I am not the kind that argues, I am more of someone who just accepts as long as it doesn't affect me much. I hate complications. I have been wanting to live independently and had tried to ask persmission from my parents which they affirmed. But why I am I still living in thier house? I realized that besides the lack of financial resources to support my "living independently" I also lack courage to be on my own.

Calleigh : sometimes it hard to have a family
Horatio : sometimes it harder not to...

- CSI : Miami