unwanted smile

Familiar smile and she doesn't like it. She knows this feeling, although she's been looking forward to see herself smile this way again, she'd rather not. Again, this is nothing and nothing and nothing more. She doesn't want to assume and doesn't want to know where this smile comes from. Because this smile in the long run might be the reason for the sadness in her eyes. Coward as she always is, afraid of something that hasn't even happened yet.